theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art
that i want
to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that
a game designer has to a game engine
but really the thing should be autonomous
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise
this is going to be awful.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at
websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to
browse
no longer writing in the third person
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i
probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable
in a way that was engaging to me
Rain, starting
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
It Will Get Lighter
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved
but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT
to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over
it will mean that they can stop it.
Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
which magnetises chains of pins
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