its good short few pages

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like first name

lol

i want to do that too

idk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

much more tactility

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

plato

fw

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

is this you as well

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

feel you

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

It Will Get Lighter

what do you mean

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

...

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.