the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.


currently

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

It Will Get Lighter



nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

December 2025

wait what is that

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book




the site i am dreaming

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging