lol

no longer writing in the third person

really i want the internet

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

in a post. I want to be remembered

Rain, starting

"Put a blanket."

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

wait what is that

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

your feed looks like my tumblr

yeah

so at the end

13, H, grate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

but really the thing should be autonomous

that looks like my instagram account

so an active mazelike process

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate