Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

have you read

lol yea

But seriously, thank you, Jack

...

I Write Goodbye Letter


not so on: yvf(wthw)

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

2 (actually index). two is company

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

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you cannot feed someone truth

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given


and the fake qualifier

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

its performative

bro i read nothing in my life

hello reader,

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

its good

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

we need to be deconstructing our identities

December 2025

It Will Get Lighter