the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Today I felt like starting

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13, H, grate

in a post. I want to be remembered

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it is hopeful

Style

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

plato

no longer writing in the third person

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

not their contents

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

autonomy of learning

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

propensity within someone

so the method has to be autonomous