really i want the internet

Lift Analysis

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Thank you, Jack

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

god being the centre magnet

so an active mazelike process

i understand

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

as in

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

the site i am dreaming

...

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

autonomy of learning

much more tactility

division of reality is straying away from it

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

abrar?

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i want to do that too

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like first name

was it worth it