Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but i respect your search

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.

lol yea

isaac newton

this will be about a slug

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

thank you

ahnaf abrar

i want to do that too

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i really havent

like magnets

plato

idk

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

and the fake qualifier

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

autonomy of learning

It Will Get Lighter

plato

Thank you, Jack

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

its performative

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

feel you