There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

all that is to say

I am below everything.

autonomy of learning

Today I felt like starting

its good short few pages

we need to be deconstructing our identities

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

propensity within someone

is this you as well

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

isaac newton

as in

no like which do people call me

Can I see

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46