I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

or never left

we need to be deconstructing our identities

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

your feed looks like my tumblr

send your tumblr

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

is everyoneback on tumblr now

13, H, grate

i have read not even 1 book

much more tactility

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I Write Goodbye Letter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the site i am dreaming

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

this will be about a slug

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

December 2025

Rain, starting

I am below everything.