something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.wait what is that
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
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i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
its performative
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i was tempted to lie about my name
i really havent
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
much more tactility
yeah
so an active mazelike process
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
what do you think my name is
December 2025
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
ahnaf abrar
feel you
we want to live the knowledge too live the content