There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

you have a beautiful account btw

really i want the internet

it is hopeful

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

hiding from the rain