the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
abrar?
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
idk
magnetises a pin
like magnets
its good
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
what do you mean
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
December 2025
i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then
i love it here
we need to be deconstructing our identities
and the fake qualifier
feel you
send link
division of reality is straying away from it
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
so an active mazelike process
lol yea
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
what do you think my name is
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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