the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
send link
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
was it worth it
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
kind of mythopoesis
really i want the internet
wait what is that
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them