all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not their contents

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

we can only engage in such a way

i dont understand magnetisation

its good short few pages

lol yea

It Will Get Lighter

whats your name?

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

yeah

its good

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i was tempted to lie about my name

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i see a website

hello reader,

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like first name

so at the end

send your tumblr

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i want to do that too

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

which magnetises chains of pins

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