all that is to say
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
not their contents
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
we can only engage in such a way
i dont understand magnetisation
its good short few pages
lol yea
whats your name?
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
yeah
its good
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i was tempted to lie about my name
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i see a website
hello reader,
like first name
so at the end
send your tumblr
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i want to do that too
which magnetises chains of pins