ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it is hopeful

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Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Rain, starting

Lift Analysis

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thank you, Jack

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Style

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Better Lift

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

currently

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.