like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

all that is to say

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

we can only engage in such a way

so an active mazelike process

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

much more tactility

i really havent

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things


Better Lift

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting