I am below everything.

Worse Lift

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Rain, starting

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

no longer writing in the third person

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

It Will Get Lighter

Picture

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

hiding from the rain

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

propensity within someone

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.