i love it here

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone truth

its performative

not their contents

plato

plato

bro i read nothing in my life

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so the method has to be autonomous

all that is to say

was it worth it

...

...

have you read

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

like first name

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thank you, Jack

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation