Today I felt like starting
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
isaac
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
much more tactility
i dont understand magnetisation
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
was it worth it
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
you cannot feed someone truth
bro i read nothing in my life
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
so the method has to be autonomous
December 2025
really i want the internet