Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

all that is to say

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

13, H, grate

we can only engage in such a way

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

no like which do people call me

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

feel you

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

abrar?