And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Style

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

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with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

it is hopeful

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Rain, starting

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.