After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

but i respect your search

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

division of reality is straying away from it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

like first name

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

you cannot feed someone truth

so the method has to be autonomous

currently

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

we can only engage in such a way

it is hopeful

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

really i want the internet

so an active mazelike process

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you have a beautiful account btw

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

abrar?