the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful 

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

I Write Goodbye Letter

not so on: yvf(wthw)

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

"Put a blanket."

that looks like my instagram account

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

or never left

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part of an old note. It will get lighter.

we need to be deconstructing our identities