"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Worse Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no longer writing in the third person

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

"Put a blanket."

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

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i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

brb i will read and reply sincerely

fw

your feed looks like my tumblr

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

so at the end

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no i haven't really read anything

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

its good

whats your name?

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

what do you mean

yeah