no longer writing in the third person

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


Better Lift

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Today I felt like starting

is this you as well

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

sorry i am texting like a slav

we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone truth

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

autonomy of learning

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason