we need to be deconstructing our identities

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Better Lift

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation 

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much more tactility

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Style

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

in a post. I want to be remembered

Worse Lift

all that is to say

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

whats your name?

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

or never left

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Rain, starting

so at the end

i dont understand magnetisation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

which magnetises chains of pins