in a post. I want to be remembered

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.


somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Better Lift

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it



but really the thing should be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good short few pages

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

propensity within someone


not their contents

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

all that is to say



we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone truth