I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
as in
i love it here
its good
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
propensity within someone
whats your name?
so the method has to be autonomous
plato
is this you as well
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
was it worth it
what do you think my name is
i really havent
so an active mazelike process
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
feel you
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
Today I felt like starting
much more tactility
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
what do you mean
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.