Better Lift

so the method has to be autonomous

division of reality is straying away from it

the site i am dreaming

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

December 2025

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

so an active mazelike process

abrar?

was it worth it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i really havent

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

plato

i was tempted to lie about my name

no i haven't really read anything

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

its performative

its good