the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i understand

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

isaac newton

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

lol yea

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

you cannot feed someone truth

plato

not their contents

and the fake qualifier

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i love it here

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

so an active mazelike process

god being the centre magnet

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so the method has to be autonomous

what do you think my name is

idk

Better Lift

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Rain, starting

magnetisation/form