i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

autonomy of learning

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

IWGD

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


we can only engage in such a way

so an active mazelike process

so the method has to be autonomous

so at the end

barren land

Worse Lift

it is hopeful

this will be about a slug

It Will Get Lighter

i have read not even 1 book

no longer writing in the third person

currently

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

not their contents

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

not so on: yvf(wthw)