a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

it is hopeful

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

yes

It Will Get Lighter

that looks like my instagram account


i have read not even 1 book

like first name

Thank you, Jack

you cannot feed someone truth

Can I see

as in

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

your feed looks like my tumblr

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Better Lift

division of reality is straying away from it