amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

thank you

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

so an active mazelike process

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

so at the end

idk

not their contents

that looks like my instagram account

all that is to say

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its performative

yes

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

propensity within someone