Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
hiding from the rain
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
sorry i am texting like a slav
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.that looks like my instagram account
yes
i have read not even 1 book
is everyoneback on tumblr now
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
idk
but really the thing should be autonomous
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
kind of mythopoesis
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
bro i read nothing in my life