I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
its performative
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
yes
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
really i want the internet
division of reality is straying away from it
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
.She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation