the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext



yes

currently



magnetises a pin

i have read not even 1 book

13, H, grate

sorry i am texting like a slav

no i haven't really read anything

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Thank you, Jack

or never left

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

its good

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but really the thing should be autonomous

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

plato