the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

feel you

idk

we need to be deconstructing our identities

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so the method has to be autonomous

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i dont understand magnetisation

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

much more tactility

so at the end

i want to do that too

as in

its good

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

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Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Rain, starting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i really havent

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

its performative

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

send link

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

i really havent

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.