abrar?

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

I am below everything.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Rain, starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression


there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13



Better Lift

I Write Goodbye Letter

It Will Get Lighter


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

yeah

autonomy of learning

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

no longer writing in the third person

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

hiding from the rain

December 2025

in a post. I want to be remembered