barren land

idk

lol

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf abrar

i was tempted to lie about my name

no like which do people call me

we need to be deconstructing our identities

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

is everyoneback on tumblr now

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books


i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

that looks like my instagram account

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

you have a beautiful account btw

your feed looks like my tumblr

brb i will read and reply sincerely

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

bro i read nothing in my life

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

and the fake qualifier