wait what is that

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

no like which do people call me

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

was it worth it

Thank you, Jack

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

Worse Lift

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

so at the end

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

so an active mazelike process

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

currently

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Slug