Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

no longer writing in the third person

i dont understand magnetisation

lol yea

lol

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

that looks like my instagram account

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so at the end

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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so the method has to be autonomous

propensity within someone

its performative

yes

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Can I see