i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

and the fake qualifier

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

not their contents

bro i read nothing in my life

so at the end

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

was it worth it

its performative

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

December 2025

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?