ahnaf abrar

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

really i want the internet

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

its performative

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

magnetisation/form

it is hopeful

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it