Better Lift

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

no like which do people call me

i have read not even 1 book

idk

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

propensity within someone

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

we can only engage in such a way

autonomy of learning

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

sorry i am texting like a slav

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

which magnetises chains of pins

what do you think my name is

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

your feed looks like my tumblr

isaac

December 2025

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thank you, Jack

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it