They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

currently

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Rain, starting

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Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

kind of mythopoesis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

like magnets

Worse Lift

so the method has to be autonomous

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

that looks like my instagram account

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i see a website

autonomy of learning

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

lol yea

or never left

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08