it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but i respect your search

i see a website

Better Lift

no longer writing in the third person

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Can I see

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I am below everything.

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it