i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

As I'm trying to tell my Korean colleague / fresh meat that this is abnormal, that most people in England aren't like this, the host of the party emerges from the bathroom to a roar of laughter and applause. He's a fat middle aged Frenchman and he's changed into traditional Indian dress and a turban. He looks fucking ridiculous. I try to back away, to avoid the inevitable photo of me in this moment that will one day appear to ruin my life, but everyone is crowding around, trapping me in the middle of it.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

yeah

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

feel you

bro i read nothing in my life

i was tempted to lie about my name

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

its performative

magnetises a pin

you cannot feed someone truth

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

in a post. I want to be remembered

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

as in

i love it here

i want to do that too