the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
kind of mythopoesis
Lift Analysis
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
no longer writing in the third person
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
no i haven't really read anything
yeah
autonomy of learning
not their contents
Thank you, Jack
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.feel you
like magnets
i want to do that too
magnetises a pin
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
god being the centre magnet
i was tempted to lie about my name