I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


It Will Get Lighter


Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Picture

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Rain, starting

currently

Worse Lift

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

not their contents

It Will Get Lighter

this will be about a slug

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

1

the site i am dreaming

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

autonomy of learning

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

December 2025

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

yeah

no i haven't really read anything

its good


"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

have you read